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이거 봐, 왜 이래 51이야~”“Rules, Regulations, and laws are followed by our rationality. After I was discharged from the military, I was working in the office of a National Assembly member, and you can really feel it when people become swayed by money or power—they will do what they need to do by any means necessary. 제대 후엔 국회의원 사무실에서 일했었는데, 돈이나 권력 같은 것에 휘둘리게 되면 사람이 어떤 짓이라도 할 수 있다는 걸 확실히 느꼈으니까요. I won’t talk in detail about the current political situation. A worker there found me and I was raised in a welfare facility ever since. When I was young, I used to spend a lot of time with my uncles, but all four of them passed away for all different reasons before I even graduated high school. My uncle that used to work in a military security office was taking the subway to meet my mom, but he just died there without any apparent reason… Honestly, I feel like I should be careful talking about this. 나쁜 어른이 될까봐 두렵거든요.”“I don’t want to talk about politics. I’m able to speak about it with people that I am familiar with, but I hate trying to debate with strangers over what I think is right or not because everyone has different opinions. 저는 이렇게 남들에게 즐거움을 주는 게 좋아요.”“From what I’m told, it seems as though my parents wrapped me in a blanket and dropped me off in front of an infant home as soon as I was born.The fact that there is more happiness doesn’t mean that there aren’t any bad things. My wife is the one person that I can’t live without. I should live; it’s fun.““제가 태어나자마자 포대기로 싸서 영아원 정문 앞에 부모님이 두고 가셨나봐요. 제가 7살 때 어떤 큰 형이, 지금도 이름이 생각나는데, 저를 들어서 맨바닥에 그냥 던졌어요. When brides were getting married, they said, ‘I’ll come back at least once a year.’ But they can’t do as they wish; if they stay in Korea and send money to their families instead, they can fix bathroom plumbing and leaking roofs. They put it off like this every day, and that becomes 5 years, and then 10 years. 제가 했던 프로그램들 중에 필리핀, 베트남, 러시아 같은 외국에서 한국으로 시집을 온 며느리들이 겪는 이야기를 다루는 다큐가 있었어요. Negative thoughts breed more negative feelings, and those feelings, then, come out, and form negative actions and words. 그래도 지금은, 다시 한 번 내 자신을 잘 다스리고 좀 더 긍정적으로 세상을 바라보려고 노력 하고 있어요. We traveled to the brides’ home countries to show the messages. Because of the miserable experiences at the welfare facility, I blamed my parents a lot; I denied my existence, questioning and thinking, ‘If they weren’t going to raise me, why was I even born…’ I took a bunch of antidepressants, some of which I’m still taking to this day. You see, there are a lot of skyscrapers near Gangnam Station. ‘What if I fall off the top of one of those buildings and brutally die? ’ Nowadays, I’ve been trying to take better care of myself and look at the world with a brighter light. 그런데서 잔인하게 떨어져 죽으면 어떨까, 차에 떨어질까, 아니면 사람들 위에 떨어질까 같은… It was saddening to see the brides struggling because of the language and cultural barriers, but I particularly remember recording video messages of them and showing the messages to their family members. But some of the teachers actually encouraged those boys to beat up the kids even more.
But if someone of power makes an unreasonable line and tells us to not cross it, then that is wrong. So don’t trap yourself inside that cheap rationality. The reason I can say this is because my shining emotion is still high above my cheap rationality.”“규칙, 규율, 법규를 지키는 것은 이성이야. After all I experienced, I think I’ve come to feel negatively about adults, so I am trying to always think and act like a kid. 어린 시절 삼촌들과 자주 놀곤 했었는데, 제가 고등학교를 졸업하기도 전에 삼촌 네 분이 다 각기 다른 이유로 떠나셨어요. 군 보안부서에서 일하시던 삼촌이 어머니를 만나러 오던 전철 안에서 아무 이유없이 죽은 일도 있는데… But regardless of political views we have now, I want to say this at least: Just because we’re hurt right now from the current situation, that doesn’t mean that we should keep hiding that pain, because the wound will just fester and all of the things that we have achieved until now will just fall to the ground. 지금 상태에 상처가 났다고 해서, 계속 그걸 숨기고 가리면 곪아서 지금까지 우리가 이룬 게 땅에 떨어질 거잖아요. 사람들이 이렇게 나와서 상처를 치료하는 이 모습이요.” “I’m a television program director. Then does that mean I can find life’s pleasure from anywhere? When I was seven, a bigger and older kid — I still recall his name — lifted me up and just smashed me against the bare ground. she's pretty amazingly ignorant of comics outside of the Batverse and some recent Wonder Woman, and seems pretty clueless about the way the industry works.That and she doesn't write that well at all." Greetings from the land of Snowpocalypse (not really).It’s the backstory to the show and is a must for anyone who is into this show (although I can understand the issues of those who aren’t).“In peoples’ lives, there are always good things, hard things, easy things, and difficult things. Seeing families watching the messages and weeping as they say, ‘I thought you were coming this lunar New Year at last,’ made me feel… 며느리들이 언어나 문화를 몰라서 겪는 어려움도 슬프지만, 그 내용 중에 며느리의 영상편지를 찍어서 자기 나라의 가족에게 보여주는 기획이 기억나요. I used to blame my parents a lot, but I’d like to forgive them.
Set the ratio between happiness and unhappiness as 51 to 49– 51 percent happiness, 49 percent unhappiness. However small my happiness seems, I just say, ‘Look, why are you complaining? This is the type of programs I want to direct—programs that portray how people live, and you can smell life from the TV screen just by watching them.““저는 방송 PD예요. 거기 가서 영상을 친정 가족들한테 보여주는 건데, 처음 시집 갈 때는 ‘일년에 한번씩 이라도 오겠습니다.’라고 하지만 뜻대로 못 가는 거죠. 며느리 가족이 영상편지를 보고 ‘언니 이번 설날에는 올 줄 알았는데…’ 하면서 우는 걸 보면… 사람들이 살아가는 모습, 그것만 봐도 TV화면 속에서 살 냄새가 느껴지는 그런 프로그램이요.”“After I retired, I started to take pictures and do volunteer work with my camera, so I’m just happy—I don’t even have time to think about bad things.”“Is there anything that you are worried about these days? Her knees hurt and she has problems with her nerves, so we can’t go out and have fun together. I have no clue what led them to make such a decision but I don’t blame them anymore.